Oh Crap.

Procrastination sucks. Do you want to know why? I found out today that the Dance Education major auditions are 2 1/2 weeks away. YIKES! When I found that out, I about tee-teed in my pants, (as my niece and nephew would say). I'm still flexible . . . well good enough anyway. I mean, it hurts like crud when I stretch out, and it didn't when I was in shape. Anyway, the flexibility is not something I'm worried about. It's the technique. Turns are a bugger when you haven't practiced them. On top of that, BYU is a very competitive place, especially in dance, so I'm scared out of my mind to go up against these amazing dancers who have more training that I ever had, and who have not let their technique go down the toilet.
After I got over the initial shock this morning, I calmed down significantly. I thought back on why I wanted to even audition in the first place. Teaching dance was the only job that I ever loved and it's the only thing I can imagine myself doing in the future, other than being a mommy of course. Auditioning for this major just feels . . . right. It feels like it's the missing puzzle piece to my life. I've been fitting pieces together without looking at the box, and with this piece I will be able to see the big picture. So does that mean that this is where I am supposed to be? Is this what Heavenly Father wants me to do with my time here at BYU?